Sweet December

My December is by the far the best month of my life. First, it's the first time that i'll be celebrating Christmas as a CPA(Certified Public Accountant). It was more exciting than I thought it would be. I thought that it would only happen in my ambitious ridiculous fantasies. All the crazy hard work, all the stressful moments in the test centers and the nerve racking questions to the point that i almost forgot my name in my delirious nervousness was done, and it ended with flying colors. Anyway, i'll br talikng about my december, and that happened in October.. I update so late..When i was jobless, i was only watching dvds and savoring the moment,and i only ask my sister, Shynne to post things in my blog if i like. But now that i have my own laptop, maybe i could have the luxury of filling this thing up and knowing a little of how the heck blog works. I really don't expect anyone to read my page, perhaps i could practice my grammar and thoughts to more coherent, eloquent and that it could just actually flow... Anyway, i/m going out of my topic already. Anyone who would be reading this must think i'm a dim-wit crazy woman... LOL.. But the best part is....i was hired in my dream job by my dream company.. isn't that amazing.. dreams do freaking come true..I should change my title don't you think...

Twilight Fever

I watched the movie, and as usual, my imagination is far better when I read the book. But I give due credit to the movie makers for giving the story justice. I like it more than the last Harry Potter sequel..

The movie house was really crowded. We have to endure long hours of wait, because we have to hang on till next showing time due to the fact that we will only end up standing inside the cinema if we go in immediately. So the waiting for more than 2 hours and being patient was there, This Edward must be something for us to bear the torture. My friend was blabbering about how good looking he is, and I don’t want to argue with her because I might not get free tickets. So I just said “really, is he that good looking.. I didn’t find Cedric Diggory that good looking… “and said nothing more.

I was excited when I was inside, I really loved the book. It was so light to read… It’s a refreshing change from the books I love to squander my time with. It disappointed me that some details were changed, but heck what could I do.. it was amazing enough that they fit in those 2 hours or so the 452 pages.

It was fun, and the squealsof girls (sometimes that includes me) was shrilling whenever Edward appears. He’s more cutewhen he smiles, that took my heart out. Plus whenever he appears, my very good friend at my side starts pinching me, my! I’m lucky it wasn’t that hard of a pinch.. I would probably have bruises after… LOL…

All in all..it’s fun to feel like high school again… thanks to twilight.

Deep Sleep

It’s like I was under a spell, that my world stopped turning, I fell into a deep slumber. But then the moment I wake up, many things had changed. My friends had grown up, people have moved on and they are going forward. Yet, here I am stuck neither in the past or the present. Just like I fit in a crack…in a system that I do not know if I truly belong in this world… What did I do in those two years that they were moving and growing?

I was in a dream...Maybe… I was on the lose to search myself, to discover what is there beyond me… But I didn’t realize I wasted too much time in an effort to pick up my broken spirit, to rekindle the passion, to make me whole again… I wanted to do so much that I ended doing nothing… Now that I already woken up… it is difficult to join the current again and act as if I wasn’t forgotten.

The good thing I had from my sleep and for being lost was that I knew myself better. I know my limits, that there is nothing that could stop me.. That dreams indeed do come true… It was a journey where I stumbled, fell, died and live again to watch another sunrise, to experience more of it and realize that life has a lot to offer…

All I should do is embrace it... Forget that I fell into a deep slumber, and make the best out of every minute.. Stop the self pity, and condemning myself with the so called righteous standards that the society imposed. It is not their life, it’s mine to experience, every sweet and tormenting steps…. At the end of the day, we only have ourselves along with the things we learned and our Creator. Who neither judges nor critic…